I was lucky to have parents who introduced me to so much art so early in life. I remember the night Dad handed me Mom’s copy of R.D. Laing’s Knots. I remember something inside my brain unlocking.
I remember when I devoured Endgame by Samuel Beckett in one afternoon.
And I remember reading Lawrence Ferlinghetti’s Coney Island Mind on the dock of my grandparent’s summer home in Okoboji, Iowa one summer a lifetime ago. One of the last summers I had before obligation became year round.
We lost a pioneer yesterday. In some ways it feels like we lost a soothsayer. In some ways it feels like the burden on the empathetic hasn’t changed in seventy years. Sometimes, it feels worse. Lawrence Ferlinghetti spoke to my parent’s hearts when that sat in the dim light of Barrymore’s Bar in Lincoln while they fell in love. And he spoke to my heart when I sat in the sun listening to distant rumbles of fishing boats. It speaks to me still, as I sit on my couch in the few moments of time I have in the middle of my day while my daughter naps. Maybe he’ll speak to you. Oh, and there’s a great recipe for slow cooked pork at the end.
I am waiting for my case to come up
and I am waiting
for a rebirth of wonder
and I am waiting
for someone to really discover America
and wail
and I am waiting
for the discovery
of a new symbolic western frontier
and I am waiting
for the American Eagle
to really spread its wings
and straighten up and fly right
and I am waiting
for the Age of Anxiety
to drop dead
and I am waiting
for the war to be fought
which will make the world safe
for anarchy
and I am waiting
for the final withering away
of all governments
and I am perpetually awaiting
a rebirth of wonder
I am waiting for the Second Coming
and I am waiting
for a religious revival
to sweep through the state of Arizona
and I am waiting
for the Grapes of Wrath to be stored
and I am waiting
for them to prove
that God is really American
and I am waiting to see God on television
piped’ onto church altars
if only they can find
the right channel
to tune in on
and I am waiting for the Last Supper to be served again
with a strange new appetizer
and I am perpetually awaiting
a rebirth of wonder
I am waiting for my number to be called
and I am waiting
for the Salvation Army to take over
and I am waiting
for the meek to be blessed
and inherit the earth
without taxes and I am waiting
for forests and animals
to reclaim the earth as theirs
and I am waiting
for a way to be devised
to destroy all nationalisms
without killing anybody
and I am waiting
for linnets and planets to fall like rain
and I am waiting for lovers and weepers
to lie down together again
in a new rebirth of wonder
I am waiting for the Great Divide to ‘be crossed
and I am anxiously waiting
for the secret of eternal life to be discovered
by an obscure general practitioner
and I am waiting
for the storms of life
to be over
and I am waiting
to set sail for happiness
and I am waiting
for a reconstructed Mayflower
to reach America
with its picture story and tv rights
sold in advance to the natives
and I am waiting
for the lost music to sound again
in the Lost Continent
in a new rebirth of wonder
I am waiting for the day
that maketh all things clear
and I am awaiting retribution
for what America did
to Tom Sawyer
and I am waiting
for the American Boy
to take off Beauty’s clothes
and get on top of her
and I am waiting for
Alice in Wonderland
to retransmit to me
her total dream of innocence
and I am waiting
for Childe Roland to come
to the final darkest tower
and I am waiting
for Aphrodite
to grow live arms
at a final disarmament conference
in a new rebirth of wonder
I am waiting
to get some intimations
of immortality
by recollecting my early childhood
and I am waiting
for the green mornings to come again
youth’s dumb green fields come back again
and I am waiting
for some strains of unpremeditated art
to shake my typewriter
and I am waiting to write
the great indelible poem
and I am waiting
for the last long careless rapture
and I am perpetually waiting
for the fleeing lovers on the Grecian Urn
to catch each other up at last
and embrace
and I am waiting
perpetually and forever
a renaissance of wonder
Lawrence Ferlinghetti Friday, January 3, 2002
Rootbeer Pulled Pork
Serves: 8-10 (1 sandwich servings)
Ingredients
- 3 lb boneless pork loin
- 2 bottles root beer (go for the good stuff here)
- Salt & Pepper
- Garlic powder
- Penzey’s Revolution Spice Blend: A proprietary blend of Flake Salt, Tellicherry Black Pepper, Cane Sugar, Turmeric, Minced Orange, and Coriander which you can buy (no affiliation or anything I just LOVE Penzey’s spices) by clicking that link.
- If you can’t find or don’t have time to wait to buy Penzey’s above blend, any sort of spice mix made for slow cooking would be great – but you should definitely try Penzey’s.
- Vegetable Oil or Neutral Oil of your choosing
- Cliff’s BBQ Sauce or your favorite store brand
- Weight-bearing sandwich buns of your choosing
Instruments
- Crockpot (if you’ve got one with a probe you should dust it off for this one, if not, no worries)
- Tongs
- Forks (for pulling meat)
- Medium stockpot
- Large frying pan
- Stirrin’ Spoon
- Sheet pan (for bun toastin’)
Instructions
- Wash and pat dry your pork loin. Season on all sides liberally with salt, pepper, garlic powder, and spice blend. Rub that stuff in and plop the loin in your slow cooker.
- Gently pour two bottles of your finest rootbeer into the slow cooker. I didn’t pour over the top, but on the sides as to not disturb the spices.
- Cook on low for as long as you’d like, making sure you reach an internal temperature of at the very, very least 145 F. (If you’ve got a probe on your slow cooker, it’ll let you know when you’ve reached the minimum required time) I’d say you’re looking at, at least, four hours but the longer you cook it, the better it’ll be. I put mine in around 9am and let it do it’s thing for about six hours. You can absolutely set this before work and come back to it at the end of the day without a problem.
- When you’re ready, pull the pork loin out and set it on a cutting board.
- Carefully pour all the juices in the slow cooker into your medium saucepan and set it over high heat. Bring it to a boil and let it boil and slightly reduce for around 10 minutes or the amount of time it takes you to shred your pork.
- To shred the pork, I just take a big serving fork and a long eating fork. I hold the loin still with the big fork and pull down at a slight angle with the long fork.
- Toss your shredded pork about into the slow cooker. Pour your juices back over the shredded pork. If you’re feeling it, sprinkle the mix with some additional salt, pepper, garlic powder, and spice blend. Stir, set on low, and continue cooking at least 1 hour.
- Toast your sandwich buns any way you see fit. I do a little butter in the oven until golden but not hard.
- Get your frying pan and pour in a glug or so of vegetable oil or whatever neutral oil you are using over medium high heat. Using tongs, pull up a generous serving of shredded pork and allow the excess liquid to drip until most is gone. Toss into the vegetable oil and crispy up to your liking – this is all dependant on what you’re looking for. Your meat’s already cooked, so this is just about getting that sort of carnitas crunch.
- When you’ve got it to your desired crispness, pile high on your toasted bun, drizzle (or bathe) in BBQ sauce. In the summer I especially love to top this with Junior’s Cole Slaw. You can, alternatively, toss the meat in BBQ sauce after crisping it up – but a good drizzle reminds me of the best little BBQ shacks I’ve been to in KC.
I was always taught to use rootbeer in pulled pork or sloppy joes! This is a great recipe!
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Love pulled pork, will be making it this weekend
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This sounds so good!!
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Sounds absolutely delicious! Thank you for this tasty recipe!
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I loved not only exploring the recipe, but also discovering this beat poet! Thank you for posting such a different post!
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Lovely! I not only enjoyed discovering the recipe, but also learning of this beat poet. Thank you for doing something different!
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Wow, thank you for sharing this story. Was quite an interesting read. Lovely recipe. Looks delicious.
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This is so cool! I’ve never seen a recipe blog like this!
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